life is life and it only comes once

xnenax @ 2006-09-29T11:04:00

2006-09-29T18:05:51Z

RUSSEL!!!!!!!!!!
IS DRR DRR RRR

ANYWAY
OK SO IM IN SERVICE CLASS AND BORED OUTA MY ASS
HAVENT UPDATED THIS IN A WHILE.BUT YA I DOT REALLY FEEEL LIKE TYPING RIGHT NOW SO PEACE
CALL ME!

in school,and thinking not working...

2006-09-13T18:12:13Z

ok so yesturday i went to the cemntery....
and i kept asking myself why i visit her now?
and not when she had life?
but ya my mom would always tell me "take advantage of somehting when u have it not when its gone cuz when its gone then wats the point"......
and until now i realize it...i know ive always said to live life with no regret but with my grandma i do....its hard not to...i was sitting right next to that grave looking into that picture and just wondering why now? and not then? wats the point of me shedding tears to a cement stone wiht a picture on it....wats the point of me taking flowers to somehting that i cant even touch anymore.why did i always say no i dont wanna go...when my mom would tell me to go wiht her to visit her..all my om asked for was atleast 1 hour of my day to go visit my grandma only 1 fukin hour but no that was lawyas hard for me..wats the point of giving someone somehting and beeing able to hear that little giggle or that smile along with a thank you?wats the point?why now??and not then?until now i realize how important every person in ur life is..thier there for a reason to take advantage while u have it not when u dont...cuz when its gone then wats the point of looking bak into memories and hugging a picture...hug the real thing..not the memories..

ITS WIERD HOW IT HASNT LEFT ME THAT RUSH OF FEAR THAT HIT ME THAT VERY MOMENT..TO FELL SOMEONES LIFE JUST GO AWAY NOT ONLY SEE BUT FEEL SO I HAVENT REALLY WORTE OR TALKED ABOUT THIS SINCE IT HAPPENED BUT IT SCARED ME IT OPENED MY EYES...IT SAID GOOD BYE IN ITS OWN WAY...HER PULSE JUST STOPPED HER STRENGH JUST LEFT....WHY WAS I HOLDING ON WHEN SHE LET GO?I STRUGGLED TO LEAVE HER SIDE BUT HE JUST TOOK HER AWAY...AT ONE POINT SHE STILL HELD ON TIGHT TO MY HAND THOUGH SHE WASNT CONCIOUS ANYMORE HER HAND HAS HELD ON TIGHT TO MINE...UNTIL THAT CLOCK HIT 4 57 AM ON VALENTINES DAY MORNING..THEN IT JUST LET GO...THE COMPUTER LINE WENT STRAIGHT AND SHE LEFT...I DIDNT CRY...I DIDNT FEEL ANYHTING...BUT FEAR..SADNESS WAS THERE BUT NOT LIKE NOW..NOT LIEK BEFORE SHES GONE NOW..AND THERES NOT ONE STEP THAT I TAKE IN LIFE WITHOUT THAT MENTAL PICTURE OR THAT SOUND OF HER STRUGGLE...ALL I EVER TOLD HER WAS TO SAVE ME A PLACE UP THERE ALONG WIHT A CORONITA AAND TO HAVE THE MUSIC BUMPING..BUT UNTIL THEN ILL NEVER SEE HER AGAIN...AND I DONT THINK ILL EVER BE THE SAME...PEOPLE ASK ME WHY AM I SO SHALLOW?WHY AM I SO FEARLESS?WHY DO I SEE LIFE IN A DIFFERENT PERsPECTIVE?WELL MAYBE CUZ IVE NEVER FELT A FEAR LIKE THE ONE I FELT THAT MORNING....

but all i ever asked her was to save me a place along side wiht a coronita with the music bumping...cant wait to hold her again...and hear her little giggle...damm life is crazy...

and yet tommorow itl be 7 months...

time flies take advantage of it live life like if u wont wake up tommorow cuz u enevr know when its over for you....

r.i.p:CLEMENCIA POLANCO SAUSEDO...
until that day comes ill be ok..

OH WASS UP!BARBIEZ R LOVED?!?!? I KNOW HAH!!!!

2006-08-24T21:06:34Z

HEYY!
WATSS UPP!
LOL

sO YA...CONTINUING...
FRIENDS ARE AMAZING!
I MISS ALOT OF THEM...
IVE GAINED AND LOST
BUT IVE COME TO REALIZE THAT TRUE FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS THERE
NO MATTER WHAT
THEYLL ALWAYS TRY...ALWAYS LOVE U FOR U
AND NOTHING ELSE
THIER JUST UNREPLACABLE THEYL ALWAYS COME BACK AROUNS WHENEVER YOU LEAVE
THEYLL JUST COME LOOKING FOR YOU CUZ THIER TRUE AND THEYLL STICK AROUND THROUGH THICK AND THIN..
SO YA I HAVE MY FRIENDS I HAVE MY LIFE
AND ITS MINE....

SO TO MY HATERS!...

SO DONT TRY TO GO ON AND DEFINE ME...
DONT TRY TO GO AROUND AND SAY YOU KNOW ME CUZ TRUTHFULLY YOU DONT
I HAVE MY FLAWS JUST LIKE EEVRYONE ELSE BUT DONT JUDGE ME
BE A HATER I CAN CARE LESS
MAKE ME THE CENTER OF YOUR WORLD
HEY UR GIVING ME FAME....
so dont try to be all hard comming up to me thinking that ima get my ass whooped cuz
bitch its not like that
think before you talk and think twice before you fukin act
cuz obviously im not a little bitch that lets people fuk me over
ive grown up so maybe its ur trun....
BUT YA THANKS FOR THE FAME,THE LAUGHS,THE SMILES AND THE FUK YOU'S
u make my life exciting u make it fun
u give me courage and you know what its the shit!
OH YA I FUKIN LOVE YOU TOO BITCH!

♥BARBIEZ R LOVED BITCHES!!!!♥

wow!!!

2006-07-23T03:57:48Z

so i havent been on this thing ina really long time
but ya life has been welll good......
its been fun!
parties here and there...
my guys are amazing....
i love them oh so much
grace is undefinable.....
MY BARBIEZ ARE EVEN BETTER!!!
and going out wiht them is just great..
franklins been really good
and ya life is good
so ya call me lets kik it!!!!
love you!

hummm..

2006-05-29T18:48:00Z

ok so i havent written in this thing in a really long time.
so ya life has booen good!
like really good
i have nothing at all to complain about.
freidns are good,
familys amazing.
and life is just good.
so ima leave soces.and ima go to franklin.
hopefully it will be better
im tired of the life ive been living school wise
for like th pasty 8 years
so im change that
but ya life is good
and theres alot of people i havent been tlkign to!
so tlk o me!!!!

OH ANS TINA!!!!!
WE HAVE TO HANG OUT SERIOUSLY!!

humm...

2006-04-29T01:58:48Z

ok so ya
well life has been ehh ok i guess
its relieving
alot better
its better to know that i dont have that discomfort in me
and its good to know that i dnt have to try and trust people anytime soon
ive learen alot fromt he past 2 months alot that i already knew that i just
opened my eyes to and a lot i didnt know
ive kinda realized how hard it is to trust anyone
ive learned that alot of the people that i tlk to arnt even my friends
thier just buddies
ive come to realzie i have no best firends
its hard to consider a person a best firend now in days
its hard to trust anyone
i guess i can say i only have like 4 real friends and u know who u r
other than that thier all my buddies
people that come and go
people that ive learned to live wihtout
people that i love to hang out wiht but cnt really say
are my "firends" but hey its all part of life
things come and go but they really only come once
uggggg
its crazy

so ya moving on ive been writting alot more
finally since 8 grade im actually focusing on it ALOT!
and i fukin love it its just that rush that u get
that feeling when ur done uhh its fukin GREAT!
ha so ya ive been going out alot more
perties here and there but mostly just hanging out and writing ALOT!
u might see me around highland park and el sereno mostly
lol
im getting my fame all on my own lerned not to relly on other people
to do things for me
but ya life mannn life is unbelievable
boys come and go
alot
ha
and lately theyve been good alot better but for shure
iam stay away from trying to trust someone...
but ya wat ever lfie is life and we have to accept it
cuz IT ONLY COMES ONCE!!!!

SO AS I WALSY LIKE TO SAY

LIVE LIFE AND HIT UP!!!

urs trully,
nens<3333

xnenax @ 2006-04-05T19:48:00

2006-04-06T02:48:51Z

Fear is one factor that causes us to breakdown. People fear failing, losing something or someone. when you let fear get to you you're always running, hiding. I can tell you what I fear >>>> I fear change when things change for me I tend to be rational, selfish, angry, sad, for me I see it as something worse but when it happens you think to yourself what else can we do but continue on. the only reason why life is a struggle is cause theres something that we people constantly fear but you have to stop and think what do I fear the most?? and what ever it is like sports, school, let go of someone you have to accept those changes cause if not (like I said ) you'll always be running.

so at times u need to drink to realize shittt....

2006-03-19T15:37:23Z

so life....
its crazy how we can see life in so many ways
its crazy how its hard to accept the fact that
life is borrowed
its like she told me once
mija...god gave u life and he can take it when he wants to...
so dont cry for me dont let anyone cry for me....
cuz im happy...and that means u should be too...
ima be in a better place so dnt be sad il always be wiht u no matter what..
my body isnt but i am and thats what counts...
oh god how i miss her
i dnt think ill ever b ok again..
i may be happy but ill always have an emptyness
knowing that ill never have that love of a grandmother just kills
and i dnt like people feeling bad dnt feel bad
its life
and i know that but i cnt accept it
i cnt
shes gone and i dnt know when ill see her again but i will
ill be wiht my two angels once again
there the only two people that i feel really do take care of me
everyday
shes in my mind
every second her breathing the picture all of it
its scared and it wnt go away
no matter what i ever do
its there
and i cnt do anyhtign about it
its affected me so much
and its wierd....
i wna be alone at times
i wna leave i wna scream off the top of my lungs but i cnt
i feel like somehtign big is holding me bak
i wna cry but i cnt
and it just kills...
but as of now i dnt know what to do
i juts dnt...

mi vida

2006-03-06T05:09:39Z

ok
so life has been hectic
and amazing...
lots has happened in such little time
ups and downs
a little taste of it all
but life goes on
lost some and gained some
emptyness and fullness
love and hate
but thats what life is about right
we just have to learn to take each step
closer to happiness even if it does mean
u loose people
u just have to keep trying
gotta keep ur head up no matter what
opsticles life brings to you
follow your heart not others words
do what makes u happy
not what makes others happy
even if u are taking a risk that involves a broken heart
possibly
take risks
thats one thing that my grandma always tought me to do
take risks life takes risks to prosper
its a lesson in life
and you have to learn from it
so dont hold bak on what you know you want just because
someones telling u not too
cuz i know im not!
<333

beaver teeth lookin mofoe!!

2005-12-26T06:04:02Z

loving life right now...
things just seem to be getting better and better
i love it<3

beaver teeth lookin mofoe!!

2005-12-18T03:55:22Z

yo foos!!!!
im wiht tina and ya!!
i updated with lots of love!!!
so ya ....lifes good really good..
JERRY WHERE ARE U FOO!!!!! ME AND TINA MISSES YOU!!!!AND LOVES U FO SHO!!!
♥
NENA!!
peace im outie

NANA!!!yess yess im nicole and anas grandma!!!

2005-11-21T04:00:01Z

ok so ya today...
best ive had ina really long time...ive been loosing touch wiht alot of people
some that ibe missed like crazy....i kinda separated myslef for a while cuase one my 15 and two i just needed some time to thing alot of things out and time to realze who my real friends are...and ya i realized that ibe known everyhting for a while but just wanted to be shure....but nay way...today...
went to glendale wiht nicole and ana and idk
just felt like old times the times that ive
missed for a while now and it sux
cuz like ive had everyhting so good like the best ever
but alot of times people tend to losse touch
just like me outa nowhere and ya i just
missed everyhting like those days
where i would be just so happy and i
would have no troubles like i would wake up every morning
knowing i would have a good day...but its not like that
anymore and thats wat sux...and ya theres juts those people that
always tend to say "oh ill never be too buisy for u or ill never
forget u blah blah" ya ya ive heard that too many times
already so might as well say it when u trully mean it
but ya maybe im just beeing stupid but preety much this whole entrys mostly just about me
missing everyhting i had...and so ya im pretty sure knoone actually reads this so ya im
outi....

LOVES YA!

my crazy weekend

2005-11-14T04:28:47Z

but ya i had a really good weekend i finally had m 15 and so now i wont be as buisy and thats really good........it ended up really goo i guess but ya i had fun...for those who didnt go heres some pictures for ya nuggas

so ya have fun...lol enjoy yourself...but ya ill go now cuz i need to do hw...

LOVES YA!

gayyy...dayyyy....

2005-10-29T23:29:36Z

so ya lately things have been ok....i mean like not too great and not too bad.....at times they could be great then theyll suck...but ya alots been happeneing and not happening....lol...but ya lifes preety much the same theres some things alot of u guys should now as in....mr.R(a.k.a. raymond told me he loved me pshhhhhh ya...anyway..)hvnt really been wanting to pay attention to that one...but lifes good....getting good and not so good grades....and well just trying to live life to the fulest...but ya...moving on

MI CUMPLEANOS IS IN LIKE 2 WEEKS!!!!YAYA!!and ya it sux that theres like 2 other things going on that day in wich means that most of the people that i would have liked to be there rnt gonna be there...but i guess as long as the most important ones are there its all that matters....i just hope that everyhting goes good...im preety excited i guess but then again scared....but well see how it goes...

so ya last night didnt do much went to alyssas party for like 5 mins then to paseo wiht nicole and her friend kinda forgot his name lol...but ti was kool...and as of today im just here bored....tired....anoyed....trying to find somehting good to do but no luck so far..so ya ill end it here for today...

LOVE U ALL!!

♥
nena.nener.nena fresca..miranda...cont..

MEMORIES!!!!

2005-10-25T05:04:06Z

SOME GREAT MEMORIES...

HAD TIME ON MY HANDS AND FELT LIKE PUTTING UP SOME PIX FOR UR ENTERTAINMENT.....i crak up wiht these pix!!!have fun!!

love u guys!!!

LALALALLALAL

2005-10-22T16:39:20Z

ok so where do i start...

i had a great great time wiht nicoler and jerry yesturday went to glendale did inition(but jerry didnt complete it so we have more in store!!)preety much just hung out and had fun!!hahhhahah!!!made jerry eat milk and cereal that nicole had left in her room for like hours!!!hahha that was funny.......did our BUBILICOUS contest and ofcoarse jerry won wiht like 10,nicole and me had 6......but over all had tons of fun!!!memories wiht my friends are priceless i love it oh so much!!!

but today i dnt know wat ima do had to wake up ealry to go buy some stuff but decided to update livejournal before i left.....nicoler wants me to go to the adf show cuzz i know she needs me and im trying to go but im not sure yet....NICOLER IF I DNT GO IM SURE THINGS WILL BE GREAT UR GNA BE WIHT NICK FOO I KNOW U LOVE THAT!!lol......but ya so ill end it here cuz im stll like half asleep.........

peace out foo's!!!
hahah

love nena

fun fun fun!!!

2005-10-20T02:19:56Z

ya p.e is preety much great!!!

BEAVER TEETH LOOKIN MOFO!!!!LMAO!!! EEEEEEEEE!!!

2005-10-18T22:44:02Z

WHO??!???!?!?

MIKE JONES!!!!!(HAHAHHA NICOLE AND JERRY!!!)

hahaha so ya lifes been really really good........living the single life is awesome!!....its better off not having to worry about a lot of things....and now i can meet new people in differnt ways.....tu sabes tu sabes....lol...but yeah i realized that he just wasnt wortht he fight so wat eva im better of wiht out him..i really still want to be freinds n stuff but for some reason he started beeing really mean and i hate it when people do that for no reason at all...but wat ever wny way!!!......

lately ive been getting really close to my friend jerry here and hes been awesome wiht all of my situations hes helped a bunch!!!oh and hes getting initiated into mine and nicoles spot!!lol....but hes really cool...we like the same music n stuff and ima introduce him to some underground cuz were kool like that so dnt hate on us!!!hahahhaha!!!......hey jerry!!!! who!?!?!?/ answer with a comment lol...oh oh oh and how can i forget him and tina r doing good!!!.....thier doign better and they might get bak together should i say might or shall i say they will foo's!!!!soon!!

moving on MY NICOLER!!!shes doing great...met this guy i knew from summer school might have read her entries his names NICK!!and hes really good for her right now......i love hearing her go EEEEEEE!!!!!lol its soo cute!!and he just laugh so hard about things its great!!!OH AND NICOLE UR NOT NO FREEKIN FROG!!!!HE CNT BE MAD CUZ U CAN FIND SOMEONE AND HE CNT PSHH!!!!RIBET!!!lol i love u foo!!! so ya ill end it here ill for shure update later in time!!

LOVE U ALL!!!!

xnenax @ 2005-10-16T09:25:00

2005-10-16T16:30:39Z

yaaa....
so lifes interesting last night was interesting...went somewhere i wsnt supposed to be and somehwere i wsnt wanted but had to go cuz i was threatened cough*jerrycough* lol j/k foos but i kinda was forced so im sorry to anyone who didnt want me there i ddnt want to be disrespectful....so im sorry if i did somehtign i wsnt supposed to..and i hope in time i can work things out...but it was kool seeing everyone again....so ya i ddnt do somehting i was supposed to do and i blame myself althouhg i tried but everytime i turned around to see if he was there i coldnt but soon ill do it cuz it has to be done even if i dnt want it to...i just want this over wiht already i didnt want it to end up this way but it did and thats wat sux....but w/e im done.......

oh ya THANX JERRY FOR MAKING IT BETTER OH BUT NO THANX FOR FORCING ME TO GO!!!!!!!BUT THANX FOR EVERYHTING ELSE!!
love,nena

HAPPY BURFDAY MY NICOLER!!!

2005-10-08T17:00:42Z

yes yes yes
today is a day to clelbrate bitches!!!

its my nicolers 15 burfday!!!
so go and call her and say happy burfday foo's

happy burfday swettie!!!

LOVE U FOO!!!

xnenax @ 2005-09-23T20:53:00

2005-09-24T04:06:33Z

ok so im home alone right now....couldnt go out cuz its my brothers burfday althouhg im not the one doing anyhting i had to stay home....

well i was supposed to hang out with ana and nicole but plans bakfried for me...so i hope thier having fun....well lately life has been relly good...but right about now im really bumbed....and its not that anyone did anyhting wrong..cuz i guess its hitting me that i wont be able to see a specific someone this weekend..i mean i dont mind at all that he wants to hang out wiht his friends cuz he needs to just like i do....and im not complaining about that it just sux to know that next week it will be our 1 month and im not gonna see him maybe not even next weekend....so it just bums me out to realize it....there have been a lot of changes in my life and for the better..having those late night phone calls thier amazing...the im just calling to say good night...the lets watch baseball tonight....the give me kiss over the phone hahha lol...remmebering those memories brings a smile to my face..and knowing that i dont have it right here with me right at the moment that i need it bums me out..but well ill try and have fun too!!!tom im going out wiht nicole and ana fo sho no frekin excuses today....doont know wat were doing but well do somehting..

knowing that i hav somehting so good just makes my day....beeing able to come home and just expect those late night phone calls..thier just the highlite of my day...im glad i let myself get into this....i bloked myself of from everyhting for a really long time..but i felt differnt about this and somehting told me to let my self get into it so im giving it a try and so far its really really good....no way for me to complain..its wierd how it makes me think so much..and about almost anyhting...i guess now knowing that i should never froget about that good that comes from this stuff makes me learn a good lesson...so now i know to not only remember the bad but the good too cus theres soo much good stuff that comes along wiht it..its just soo great to know i have it this good....it just brings this huge smile..

well ima stop here cuz i know noone ever eally reads this so bye people love u all foos!!!

xnenax @ 2005-09-19T21:19:00

2005-09-20T04:28:43Z

and you never would have thought how amazing it feels just to live again...its a feeling that u cannot miss..it burns a hole through everyone that feels it.....shouldve said somehting but ive said it enough by the way my words were faded....rather waste my time with you!!!!!

look in my eyes..im jaded now watver that means..by sharing these things...i rip my heart out....its worth my time wat ever that means....hard to see up my neck feels stiff until i wake up...the orange i choked and back to my neck..its worth my time wat ever that means....share wiht me cuz i need it right now let me see your insides or write me off cause id rather starve now if u wont open up....give it to me...give me all...watever you want...its neevr been me to want this much from you.....i can see..it tears me up....

go on just say it.sincerly and sure..you need me like a bad habbit....one that leaves you..defenseless...dependent....and alone.....aliche like your name...my voice and the center.....ive been trying to forget you.but i only sleep beneath you.and nothings that important..not naymore...are u ashamed to say wat u want to??well are you??tell me you want to say it go on...just say it...i hold my toungue..use it to assess....the dammage from way back when it mattered..feel around....get crazy...go crazy...get comfortable...were just protecting ourselves.so forfiet yourself.....give me up...give me up...and make somehting more to your liking...a poet...oh prince.i dont think ill ever come back down..are you ashamed to say wat u want to/even after all we taught you..still

si those are lyrics by the used and tbs...i was just readint them and i thought they were preety cool its not how im feeling but thier cool....so ya......

scared

2005-09-17T01:57:15Z

ok so im home right ow and i guess my plans bakfired........but its ok other people need the comfort more than me...

so lately ive been really scared about 2 days ago i found out that my godson is in the hospital and hes not doing too good...last night he had gotten a little better but today its to the same stuff and it just really sux to think of all the pain that such a little body is going thru....it brings tears to my eyes to only think of it all....hes been thru this before and so why again???...why does such an inisent person have to go thru so much..???i just dont understand that..hes never done anything wrong...moat of the time i try to think in the positive way but its hard it seems so easy but its not i hope i can just be able to say hes gonna be ok ....but it just doesnt seem like it.....it sux to go visit and just see him wiht all of these wired it just gives me like this anger that its unexplainable...i se his face and its just so inisent...all there is to hear is the sound of his crying and see the tear role down his cheeks and see him cry about the pain that all those fukin wires cause..but i know its for the better..but i just ask myself why him???/why such an inesent little kid thats never done anyhting to hurt anyone....and hes sucha happy baby always has this huge little smile on his face.....so all i hope for right now is that he gets better......

so lately stuff is good school is ok...im doing good in all my classes..my teachers are kool...its kool to be able to see all of my friends and stuff.....but theres still a couple of hings that can get betterbu everyhting is just really good......so i uess ill stop now.....since noone ever really reads this....

-maryluz marie espinoza

my everyday smile read it people, especially u know who u r!!!

2005-09-16T01:01:07Z

ok so i havent updated in this thing ina while so here i go....

lately things have been going really really good.nicole,tina,jerae,ana,julio,geeze and so much more have made a huge differnce in my life and for the better!!before i was juat like another chik in the crowd but now i look forward to everyday especialy my weekends......

its preety crazy how life changes so fast its like i woke up one day and everything was just so great.not wanting to look bak at the day before that cuase it just brings bak memories.but espesially that one person has made a huge change.i hadnt had feelings like this ina rally long time and i forgot how good they can be....all i was actually able to remember was how much pain the other people would cause but ive learned to put it all in the past and live the present.ive learned to live each day like if i wont wake up tommorow cause i never know.....its crazy to be saying that but its so true....and its weird how that 1 person can just put this huge smile on my face....ill just be sitting in calss and ill just start thinking and then i cant stop smiling....but its such a good feeling..and im happy with he changes ive been making so far...my poor little heart used to be all torn apart but now its like he just put it all bak together and yes that sounds so emo but wat ever...but i guess all there is to say is thanx for that smile that u put on my face each and every day!!!!!!!befor i was just 4 letters but now together were 8!!!!haha inside joke people.!!!

so anyway......
there have been so many more people that have made a huge change and u know who u are so thanx to u too cuz looking bak at all our memories is juts soo great thats another huge thing i look forward to everyday im really happy to have a reason to wake up every morning its not just like ho its juts another day its all really hard to explain cuz i cant find the right words but i preety sur u guys arnt even gonna read this but hey its worth a try!!!!

SOOO I GUESS ALL THERE IS TO SAY IS I LOVE U GUYS OH S MUCH AND THANX FOR THAT EVERYDAY SMILE!!!

-maryluz marie espinoza
a.k.a
nena,nener,nena poo,mary light,light,.......and it cont

"three miles down" saves the day foo

I'm feeling out of luck so I won't see you soon
'cause I know it's too soon for you to see me-
if this is the last thing you do just tell me that it's o.k.
for me to have these feelings for you
and that it's normal to want to call you.
Oh I'm dialing the phone and I'm letting it ring for hours
and I'm pretending to hear your voice-
Why does my heart always beat before yours does?
After a while you can make yourself believe in almost anything,
so I'm making myself BELIEVE IN YOU!!!

xnenax @ 2005-09-06T18:23:00

2005-09-07T01:27:34Z

ok so today was my first day of school and i had tons of fun!!!!
i saw all my old friends and i freekin loved it!!!
so heres my scheduale...

per.1-spanish rm.100
per.2-geometry rm.300
per.3-biology rm.508
per.4-english rm.407
per.5-history rm.402
per.6-p.e!! rm.pe field!!!

well hope all of u guys have greta fist days of school!!

♥
nena